observations: changes in my general relationship with this place i currently find myself in
- now that i have decided to go home soon.
less stretched or stressed
more here and able to see the beauty and interest of what is present.
less emotionally blurry
able to take up a more engaged dialogue
the idea of home gives me energy and more focus,
limited time makes me more considerate or careful with how i use it
strange hollow feeling, less drive to make things happen here
less stickiness or overwhelming immersion
it is dryer or less wet in some way